once again it's morning I haven't slept and I'm having big ideas with the dawn. this is a bad sign as is the can sitting between these typing arms..

ah well

for your entertainment, the idea, imagine every country in the world as a room, really try and imagine every aspect of this world closed into the metaphor of a collection of rooms, with the personalities of the people and their leaders condensed down to the people living in these rooms, now tell me what sort of area are you imagining? maybe it's just me, and my present mood but I'm not imagining a small hamlet in the country, I'm imagining a block in london full of bickering junkies, crack houses and the odd family without the money to leave, guarding their homes with net curtains and crucifixes, tensions are high, it's the height of the summer and gunshots are an argument away, maybe that's just me?

so yeah just to condense this down to a woman in this area dealing with the stresses and strains of the area.. again and now I fear I really am going out on a limb, but for me I see a prostitute, older in experiences than years, impatiently scanning a forearm for a vein.. hello mother earth.. don't worry it'll soon seem just fine.

300ml white coffee

'it is love that stops us from being demons, without love, there is then only fear to seperate the demon from demonic action, without love and fear there is only force, to seperate demonic action from demonic conclusion, without love, fear, and force, there is only one of us left and his name is satan.'

7mg nicotine

'you can't hurt anyone with a word they wouldn't self-apply.'

500mg paracetamol
500ml water

'fundamentalism is simply good advice, misunderstood by cretins, and then enforced by thugs.'

253 words chinese astrology

'Tigers may not be the king of the jungle, but these striped cats are no softies! Magnetic and self-possessed, Tigers are born leaders. They have an air of authority that prompts others to fall in line, which is exactly how they like it. Although they are magnetically charming and fun to be around, Tigers like to go it alone sometimes too. A Tiger's main interest is in following its ambitions -- and maintaining control.

Tigers are courageous beyond compare and generally come out ahead in battle, be it in the boardroom or the bedroom. Seduction is one area where the Tiger is definitely king! Noble and warm-hearted, Tigers have a natural, raw appeal that's extremely attractive to other Signs. They're not just about attraction, though; ever on the side of right, Tigers will fight the good fight to the bitter end if the cause is worthy. Opponents are wise to fear this feline.

A bit of caution is a good thing around Tigers, since they can pounce without warning. They experience mood swings and often feel things more intensely than others, the latter quality being both good and bad. They can react poorly under stress and are prone to emotional outbursts. This Sign's bristling sensitivity can send friend and foe running for cover.

A lesson that Tigers would be well-served to learn is moderation in all things. Once these cats can find their center and direct their considerable energies toward worthwhile endeavors (as opposed to racing through life), they will accomplish much.'

50 mins factional

It's that point at which you realise you can't trust even your senses and that facts and lies are the same thing and all you can ever do is enjoy the fiction. have a nice day.

7 mg nicotine

“Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.”

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749-1832)
German dramatist, poet & novelist

5m drive

The actions of a savage bear fear at their root. Act with strength of heart, and nobility will sow seeds of respect in your peers.

100ml latte

The devil wreaks havoc with the hands of the weak minded. Unable to assess own strength they sharpen blades and mass armies, unaware of their weaknesses they lash out at shadows and ghosts.

The weak minded foe fights to destroy, rather than defend, and takes death toll over prisoner.

The devil plays sonatas on the fears of the weak willed, it crushes the poor for fear of their wealth and enslaves the weak for fear of their strength. For fear of exposure it clothes itself in academia and bravado. Incapable of self knowledge it takes bets it can't cover and starts fights it can't finish.

Take note then of the nature of your enemy and know where he lays, for though vicious in action and puffed large with hot air, the weak minded foe will relent with a stare.

500 mg Amoxicillin

'you're honest when you're not lying,
and not everyone is.'